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Elliot Bane
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Heres a kira by Sehtmet Keep calm... Give me Magnus by otakuyesiam

BLACK BUTLER FRIEND CAST
The FABULOUS :icongrellplz:~ = :iconrandomanimegirl42:
My sexy-gorgeous :iconsexyundertakerplz: = :iconamy3601:
My wonderful :iconsebastianplz: = :iconscream161997:
My dear :iconmadamredplz: = :iconsmokeyicewolf:
Bassy's kid-master, :iconcielphantomhiveplz: = :iconanimedude113:


DEATH NOTE FRIEND CAST
:iconmelloplz: = Me :iconrandomanimegirl42:
:iconnearplz: = Zsanett :iconamy3601: (I ship N x M)
:iconryukplz: = My friend Josh :iconepicman08:
:iconmailjeevasplz:= Mickey :iconanimedude113:


My real family.
Parents
:iconbabbitcymru: Mum
:iconrandomfrenchpapa42: You can probably guess his relation to me from the name...


:iconsmokeyicewolf: My cousin that is made of pure awesome.

DA family.
Sisters
:iconaskthames: ((Elodie))
:iconnanaramos: Nanda! :D

Brothers.
:iconzeb31: Avatar Zebedee
:iconanimedude113: Dearest Michael

:evillaugh:ME AND MY COUSIN'S INVASION FORCE!:evillaugh:
My friends from my high school.
Mickey :iconanimedude113:
Josh :iconepicman08:
Kurt :iconscream161997:

My friends from college.
:iconasecret232:

International friends
Zsannett "Gopher" (My girlfriend :heart:) :iconamy3601:

My cousin's friends from school.
Amy :iconhirmione123:
Rachel :iconracarol:

Zexion- Not An Emo by Cobalt-Ace N stamp by Mayu-Hikaru Alois Stamp - Don't... by Sameru Stamp - Zuko by Nyfaline Nekozawa by Ellexon Mr. Face stamp by SwanRose Butt stamp by flammingcorn L lover - Stamp by Kaorulov Stamp - Whoooyeah? by deaddoll00 Stamp: Pirate by RogueDerek MySims Violet Stamp by snwgames From Yesterday stamp by hxcfairy Idiots everywhere-Stamp by Dinoclaws APH-Wang Yao stamp by Tokis Anti Zemyx by genkistamps Love Vampires Hate Twilight by jocund-slumber Stamp: Stop SOPA by TheRyanFord So many OCs stamp xD by bettwitch Near Fan - Stamp by Deathnotedfan Asami Sato Stamp by Ashidanza I Will Make No Such Promises by ShinyCation Woo hoo! by tenzin-woohooplz :thumb209273157: Being Childish Stamp by Creativeness Chase Young fan by Ninfidel Modesty Stamp by Random-Gal Pimp Korra by Le-Feline Equals 3 Emoticon by Pizzaface4372 So Many Fandoms so Little Time by endler Support Human Rights by elicoronel16

Monster High OC - Deathly Pleasant by NanaRamos Monster High OC - Double Bio: Crowley and Dragonia by NanaRamos Monster High OC - Beverly Birthday by NanaRamos

Goblin King Jareth Fan Stamp by dA--bogeyman YFM - Benatar Stamp by CupcakeAttack85 I Believe - Jack Frost by Fischotterchen Andy Pikachu by MisserBK We Love You by LuciferxMorningStar Andys Quote Number One by xbvbxlovex MUST KEEP CALM AND LISTEN TO BVB by xbvbxlovex

Current Residence: The Institute
Favourite album: Amaryllis
Favourite genre of music: ROCK!!!
Favourite style of art: Anime or digital
Favourite Pokemon character: N
Favourite MySim: Goth Boy
Favourite Glee guy: Of course it's Elliot "Starchild" Gilbert! :heart:
Favourite Glee girl: Unique! Duh! :D
Favourite movie character: Jack Frost
Favourite book character: Magnus Bane
Favourite hobby: Repeatedly watching the Tony Awards on XBMC.
Interests
I just got a journal entry in my inbox from someone. It was titled "Going to kill myself", and the gist of its contents basically said "I'm unloved, nobody cares about me, I'm going to kill myself, never talk to me again". I hope to God they were only being melodramatic about it.
Guys, this is really scary for me. Nobody I know - nobody close to me that I have ever met - has KILLED THEMSELVES before! Passed away, sure! It sadly happens to all of us at some point, and it's especially unfortunate when it's sudden and/or happens at a young age (like my friend in high school I mentioned a while ago).

I can't help but feel like I should have tried to help, but the logical part of me says, how could I? If they never called out for help, what was there for me to hear?
I know it sounds like a horrible, horrible way to think and act, but I feel like it's better for people to come to me asking for help, rather than me constantly pushing them up against the wall while trying to show concern, because I feel like that would be worse. I know that, if someone I actually lived near and knew well said they were going to try and kill themselves, I wouldn't let them have a single moment along. I wouldn't trust them anywhere near a sharp object, a high place they could fall/jump off, any medicine they could use to overdose... I'd see death EVERYWHERE, and try to keep them from it. But that would only be reminding them that it's there, and they could feel like it's the only way of feeling better; I could only be making it worse!

I NEVER want to be in a position like this again. Never, never, NEVER! You hear me!? If ANY OF YOU ever get low, PLEASE come and talk to me! If you tell me what the problem is, I can try and do my best to help you before you reach a point like this. I know how it feels when you feel trapped in a world where your bedroom is your only safe haven; when you need to use music to drown out all the pain and the loneliness. But let me tell you now, IT GETS BETTER. It did for me, and I believed it never would!
  • Mood: Alarmed
  • Listening to: Owl City - The Saltwater Room

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AissriKawaii 6 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Hello :heart: ! I'm hosting a contest based on my Ciel x Alois doujinshi "Love at first sight at the Candy Bar". May be you'd like to join so here's the link fav.me/d7e1jty c:
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ruby-hearts Apr 11, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the fave on The Start of Everything! :) (Smile)
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FlyingSkySnow Apr 7, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
thank you for the fave :)x
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Gadzooks-Zookie Mar 25, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thankyou ever so much for the :+fav:!~
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Thanks for the fave! :D
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ChrysophylaxCreates Mar 22, 2014  Student General Artist
Hi, thanks so much for faving my stuff!  I hope you enjoy my fan art while I try to find time to cook up more!  Also, if there's anything in your gallery you'd like me to check out, let me know!

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Alalein Mar 10, 2014  Student General Artist

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RandomAnimeGirl42 Mar 11, 2014  Student Writer
Wooooaaaaaaaaaah, loads of colours!
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Alalein Mar 13, 2014  Student General Artist
Rainbow time xD
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RandomAnimeGirl42 Mar 13, 2014  Student Writer
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SpottyMcMeow Mar 8, 2014  Student Digital Artist
Thank you so much for the fav!!~ <33
It means a lot to me!~ Thank you!~ 
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LimonTea Mar 8, 2014  Professional Digital Artist
Thank U very much for the fave!
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theundeadpsychic Mar 7, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
thank you for the :+fav:
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KatsuNoJutsu95 Mar 7, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thanks for :+fav: my cosplays!
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Thank you for adding my work to your favourites its much appreciated :happybounce: 


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Spectral-Beanie Mar 6, 2014  Student Traditional Artist
Beanie thanks ya for the fav :)
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ZEB31 Mar 5, 2014  Student Writer
hello
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RandomAnimeGirl42 Mar 6, 2014  Student Writer
ZEBEDEE! *glomps* OMG, I HAVE SO MUCH TO TELL YOU! MY LIFE HAS TURNED AROUND! I'M IN COLLEGE, I'M WRITING A BOOK, I KEEP LISTENING TO LET IT GO BECAUSE IT REMINDS ME OF HOW GLAD I AM TO BE OUT OF HIGH SCHOOL, I HAVE A GIRLFRIEND WHO LIVES IN CANADA, I LEFT ALL MY OURAN VOLUMES ON THE BRING AND SWAP STALL AT COLLEGE...
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ZEB31 Mar 9, 2014  Student Writer
yay, well I'm happy for you and your girlfriend.
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thanks for the fave :)
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Thank you very much for the favorite on my Game of Thrones drawing, "The King's Small Council"! :D
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Thanks for the fav, dear!Bunny Emoji-42 (Awww) [V2] 
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das-Diddy Mar 3, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you for the :+fav:. ^^
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